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Back in May you had us all going with "Designing New, FREE Software" ...
Now this...Pace Makes the Race Software
You had us waiting for the freebie and you pop us with a pay program which someone said is outdated and the concept was pretty much covered by Ted Craven's RDSS for the past 20 years or so.
Also , in the middle of this you wanted to "Learn Fantasy Sports"...
I know that your going to say its an on-going projects that you have but trying to keep track of you is worse than me keeping track of my son
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Mike,
My friends, this is going to be long, so get a coffee.
I have told this story many times but I had a user about 2 decades ago who had been losing $30k per year at the window. After about 3 or 4 months with the original Thorobrain, he became a winning player. Odd thing was he discovered that, while he used to wager as much as $500 on a single horse, he now choked to bet more than $20.
He realized that while he was a known loser it was alright to bet big because, after all, he was going to lose anyway. But, as a winner, he felt obligated to bet more carefully.
Eventually he overcame this personal deficit, and began making significant deposits into his bank account as the result of horse racing.
It was at that point that he lost interest in horse racing!
What does this have to do with your post? Well, first your criticism is deserved.
I consider the people here on PA my friends. (LOL - Maybe not EVERYONE, but most of you.) Many of us literally go back 15 years or more and a few over 2 decades to the days on Prodigy. That's why I don't mind bearing my soul a little here.
I will tell you the absolute truth. For the last 2+ years I have been very burned out on horse racing. Some of it is because I finally developed a method that beats the game the way I always wanted to.
I did not make a lot of money from it. I began with $1,000 in my betting account and played $300 sessions. During this time I was playing Friday through Sunday and eventually added Thursdays as well.
After about 9 weeks, I was $3,800 ahead. (BTW, you can read about my early progress in a blog post I made
here. )
That was when I discovered that I really did not want to spend 4 days per week, playing 5 or 6 hours at my new J-O-B.
Since then, I must admit that horse racing was a complete drudge. (Okay, except for maybe American Pharoah. I completely enjoyed that.)
As I said, I have been completely burned out.
I have not had the spirit to build a new product in over 2 years. I have tried to latch on to a few projects to get me excited but nothing seemed to really do it.
Fortunately, for us, we have a couple of clients that we "took on a percentage basis" a few years ago which produces a very good core income. During the last year I have done a lot of custom programming within our software which allows us our lifestyle to continue.
I have been so burned out that I have even searched for another venue. It got really bad this summer. Imagine waking up every day and hating your job. (Those of you on my email list may have noticed that I have not sent a single email since June.)
I have a business coach. In fact, I actually have two of them. One I pay a lot for, the other not so much (any more) as he has become a close friend. When I went to the pay-for coach and told him my plight early this year, he said, "The industry is dead. You'll never develop an exit strategy with this business because there is just too much of you in this business."
He is right, of course. Our industry is in trouble. We all know this and feel helpless to fix it.
The second one, my coach-friend, said that he agreed with the assessment of the other guy, but suggested that I get a little more personal about this. He said that it seemed like I really wasn't having any fun.
LOL - Fun? I wanted to scream at him: "I ****ing HATE THIS!" I actually did say that. (Buy a vowel, phone a friend, count the letters; you can figure out what I said.)
Like a good therapist, which is what a friend can be, he sticks with it and says, "Don't quit what is working. Just figure out how to make it fun again."
He actually walked me through a question-and-answer session like a therapist (Which might have been my next stop - LOL).
"What makes you hate this so much?"
"When, in time, were you the happiest?"
"What were you doing?"
"What do you like about horse racing?"
"What would you miss if he quit?"
The questions were endless. At the end of it all, he said that he had been taking notes and had some suggestions to make.
Through this I was able to come to some conclusions.
First, my handicapping process was all wrong. Sure, I was winning, but it was not FUN! It was just not gratifying.
Eventually I discovered that I missed pace handicapping. REAL pace handicapping. The picking of contenders, selecting pacelines, analyzing data in my head as opposed to just slamming through races with the computer making ALL of the decisions for me.
I actually played a few days using HSH as a semi-manual handicapping program. I was building models manually, picking pacelines, selecting contenders. The result was not excellent. - LOL - I have all but forgotten how to handicap with my head. Sure, the high points are still there, but bringing it all together is very difficult. (Especially when you haven't done it in 20 years.)
I may have... dare I say it? LOST a few dollars? But I had a great time. I had forgotten that was even possible.
One other thing that came out of this was that I really miss programming. Sure, I am still programming, but writing code in the same program for 16 years is just too long. No wonder I am burned out!
Conclusion:
That was when it hit me... WHY I went into business in the first place. You see, back then I had two loves: horse handicapping and programming. That was why I started in this industry: It was what I knew and enjoyed.
So, that's really the answer:
I am going back to doing what I enjoy, pace handicapping and programming.
Over the years I have had perhaps a hundred requests to rebuild Thorobrain. It was probably the most efficient tool ever built for the handicapper - once you got the data in.
Thanks for listening.
Regards,
Dave Schwartz